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wow [Aug. 22nd, 2005|07:56 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |Good Apollo I'm Burning Star IV: vol. I Through the eyes of]

sooo havent updated in a while... ive only been updating on my xanga so if you really want to know whats going on check that out... also check my myspace out too to check up on me... Check check check---- man i feel good again... i wish i could freeze time. but time. waits. for no one. itll be forever until another update so <3 <3 <3 you all!

and ie been running a lot... i did about 14 miles today
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Can't slow it down, you know this is your fate ~ COMING CLOSER [May. 30th, 2005|07:05 pm]
[Current Mood | TIME IS GOING TO FAST AHAGHJDS]
[Current Music |Orange no Taiyou - Gackt & HYDE]

AHHHHH!!!!! stupid subject test this weekend ARGH and i think i work until 10 at my new job the night before until liek 11!!!!! WTF IS THAT?!?!?!! damnit, this week is gonna suck, i need a vacation really badly... and no its not gonna suck from school (that is pretty much done by now) its gonna suck cuz i have to study for this crappy sat shit. and there seems like theres so much else to do too!!! last day is thursday i think im gonna cry *tears* AHHH!!! I probably wont update much this week because i wont have any time

This weekend was awesome, went by to fast, as does time. AHHH!!! I FEEL SOOOOOOO SPEEDY IN THIS ENDLESS RUN OF TIME!!!

~still the scent clings to my senses and the room isn't as empty as it seems and there you are still sitting there, smiling.
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My life partners out banging the german girl, can I hang out with you? [May. 28th, 2005|12:09 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]
[Current Music |Time Goes On - L'arc~en~ciel]

Last night was quite fun if I do say so myself.  I got some things I've been meaning to take care of out of the way.  It was basically me Jess and this guy Allen the entire night, it was quite fun and enjoyable if I do say so myself.  Today is Vikki's Grad party, its soooo weird, she's always been my Auntie Vikki and now, she's not gonna be around for the first time in 12 years. Time and changes are weird, like thinking about how much change occurs in the course of a day, how much change occurs in the course of a few days, and how much change just occurs in general.  It's a lot... I've changed, I'm sure you have too... I guess once you get older you notice the changes a lot more than when your younger because it seems like time stands still.  Time within the course of this year seems to have gone from "nicely paced" to "OMG OMG OMG LETS GOOOOOOOOO!" and my head is spinning, to think at the beginning of this year I thought that time would take forever to pass to heal the wounds I have and get over all of my problems throughout my depression, well I guess time gos a lot faster than I thought.  Ironically I'm listening to Time Goes On from L'arc-en-ciel, a really good song about moving forward.  I'm so reflective.... STOP.  He he In a week from now I'll just be thinking SUMMER MUST GET EVERYTHING IN BEFORE SCHOOL AHHH!! he he for now... i guess i should just calm and relax and enjoy this ride on this endless current 8-) I know no one comments on this, I dont know why, im sure someone reads this stuff right?

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THE END IS NEAR! WATCH OUT FOR THE BUNNIES! [May. 26th, 2005|04:30 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |Moonlight Shadow - DDR]

wow.... what a weird weird time we're living in. THE END IS NEAR!!! prepare!!!! im soooo scared for the end of this year.... i always am... i was especially last year, afraid for what was to happen next into the darkness of uncertainty... of course last year was a HUGE HUGE hop from normal to abnormal.., this year i think has been well balanced in our ascent to the new day, so im not so scared and nervous this time around. Change is good, and even if it seems like a really really bad change, it can have its good outcomes too.... I guess im not so scared of life anymore, im ready to face and accept all of my challenges... i also re think what i feel sometimes, which is a good thing, the problem is most of the time i verbalize my needless thoughts and hurt others, im going to strive to correct them. I wish i could make my own Lance Armstrong Bracelet that says "truth" and have it be bright lime green, that would rock! it would serve as a helpful reminder, kidna like those wwjd braceletes and stuff. After writing my big philosophy paper, i realized that i didnt follow one of my own rules, and i feel bad for it. I know i complain a lot sometimes, but i dont mean it to hurt people, its my own shortcomings, and when im like that acknowledge me only to the point that im venting, nothing more, for they are needless feelings
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!! [May. 26th, 2005|03:35 pm]
[Current Mood | creative]
[Current Music |Yellow Submarine - The Beatles]

Im soooo tired as usual... FF7 AC!!!!! YAY!!!! also... summer blah.... work... blah... no more mind expanding fun activities... blah....
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2005|09:38 pm]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |Shining Sunny Day - Sammie Chen (funny cuz it was reallygray]

~*The Seven Deadly Sins*~

Anger

1. Who did you last get angry with?
my mommy

2. What is your weapon of choice?
daggers

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
hell yeah

4. How about of the same sex?
if i hit the opposite... uh yeah

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
friends prolly, im annoying at times

6. What is your pet peeve?
being made fun of

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let things go?
i hold grudges well, just ask dave

Sloth

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time?
flossing?

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
2 o clock in the afternoon... of course there was that one time i woke up at 5 but thats cuz i went to bed at 9 am.... but that doesnt count does it?

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
Jason

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
I'm studying lol

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
yeah.... damn that vacuum seal thingie looks sooooo cool

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
last week

7. How many times have you hit the snooze button on your alarm?
i don't ever hit it.... i get up no problem now my friend emily on the hand....

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
1970 or older bottle of bordeaux

2. Do you eat the skin of off chicken?
i dont like hat... its gross

3. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
yes.... =X

4. Do you have an issue with your weight
yes

5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
sweet, just like me =)

6. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, lunch?
ewwwwwww

Lust

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family/Passer byers)
2

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)
1

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of the opposite sex during a normal conversation?
yes 0.o

5. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex?
chest, back, face

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
....no

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
no!

Greed

1. How many credit cards do you own?
1

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
victorias secret / adult world

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
by stuff for ME

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
famous

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
yeah

6. Have you ever stolen anything?
yeah, but only from stores, I won't steal from individuals

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
2500

Pride

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
being smart lol

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
my grades

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
do something cool that ill be famous for, for the rest of my life

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
of course! its soooo close to first! id rather have 3rd than second

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill?
of course!

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
all the time =x

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
i found my watch! studied...

Envy

1. What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
the hottie of dreams (that was last year...) this year its style

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
tiena

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
faye wong or may cheung

4. Have you ever been cheated on?
yeah of course.... =/

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
i want to be skinnier

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
0.o dont really pay much attention to that

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
it was stupid
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2005|06:52 am]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |INSPIRE - Ayumi Hamasaki]

arhg im tired, this weekend was good except for friday night.... blah... "its so hard to have a good time, even smiling makes my face ache" - rocky horror picture show. I had tons o fun even getting lost in harrisburg << i know which way 81 goes!!! >> and making myself seem like an idiot like dropping the top of my bun, and losing my sunglasses while trying to spit out the window =( he he damn star wars killed the boxoffice over the weekend. go figure. iunno i like them but i dont see why it became a cult hit exactly, no doubt i like to watch it a lot and watch the series, but honestly, its not that big of a deal... its a movie... then again i did dress up and go to the rocky horror picture show midnight showing. but thats different. =P iill talk more later when i have time... im really tired today and its geting me mad.... lol ... its kinda funny because theres a town and country chrysler commercial... i miss the mini van =( alright im off for now
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The Rant of the Year; Listen Bitches, its IMPORTANT [May. 15th, 2005|10:27 am]
[Current Mood | philisophical]
[Current Music |Masquerade - Hyde]

So this is my philosophy these days. To look back on this previous school year as a mountain, and no unlike other philosophical discussions I am not talking about "climbing the mountain, struggling to reach your goals." I'm talking about deciding on a day of thunderstorms to take your little 10 spd mountain bike and try to take it down the most advanced trail in the woods of this mountain, at the same time the break handles on your bike are shot so its hard to stop. The trail you are following sharply bends right and left weaving through the many trees that you have to pass. It's not to hard either, to fall off the trail and hit face first into a tree like the one kennedy did on skis. That has how this year has been to me. No doubt there are those other times where its smooth sailing and your thinking to yourself "man i just doged that tree really well, almost like a super secret spy angent guy, YES!." but as soon as you dodge that tree and feel really good something else comes along, which you may or may not be able to dodge as easily as that first tree. Now that we're towards the end of the mountain, I feel like we're on a nice slope downwards with some mildly irate woodchucks chasing after us with large 2x4s with one huge nail in it. No doubt we shall probably out run these woodchucks, but for now the panic and fear is being brought out.

Care. Dirty mother fuckers, CARE. That's all one has to do in this world. Even if you total your mother's car and it looks like crap and the air conditioning doesn't work, the fact that I care about what I had done shows her that I didn't do it in spite, i know mothers need to have unconditional love n all but still, if you care about what you do and how you affect others then they see that you have become a good person, and other people will think your a good person to.

With that side track, although this year for me started out in a very dark place, through trying to find myself, a close look at death and the darkness has helped me to realize, why bother with the petty stuff that won't matter later? live for today, and unless something is really important forget it the next day that you wake up. There's also no use in keeping enemies because no matter how hard you try to retaliate the retaliator is always the one that gets burned because then the guilty become the "innocently harmed". That was my first life lesson this year. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer, If you have a problem with someone thers no use in trying to point fingers and hate the other person, its too stressful especially if your only going to be in that situation temporarily. Enjoy everymoment for what its worth even if its uncomfortable. I have made mistakes but I had faith in myself that things would get better and they did.

Another thing on the care, if someone shows care for you, don't go back on the reason why they care for you. It just makes that poor person feel like crap for no reason. All because you go off and think bad thoughts sometimes doesn't mean they need to be verbalized and make others feel bad. Its a problem that needs to be faced but not at random times. That's the other thing, don't internalize things all the time mother fuckers. If you internalize things problems will never be solved. Things only get worse. Wake up realize what's going on and feel what your feeling now, don't be contrary to your feelings or else your just gonna burn the other person worse than you burned yourself.

At the same time, put other forward, but not to the point where it compramizes your own values and ideas. Many people go living day to day trying to good things for everyone else and never stop to think about their own happiness. Sometimes you have to give in to that 'mindless self indugences' because if you try to go out and be superman to everyone your just gonna have Lois Lane die in the end and you will have no happiness left for yourself... (superman movie... lois lane dies in the end because superman saves the world instead of attending to her) At the end of the day if you are able to balance your happiness with others happiness you have done well. An example of this is in dating. You like a guy but instead of going for him you allow your friend to take him and push them together. A brash move, not many are able to make. But if you make that choice think of hte ramifications. Good and bad. are you truly happy in the end? will you prosper? of course, is there already someone else in your life that you could see your self with more currently that you don't even need to think about this person your friend is with and could benefit of their takeness as destroying forbidden fruits? I think so.

Devotion. so easily promises and dreams can be shattered by just a little bit of weakness. Think about what your doing and who your affecting when you do them, we all are interconnected. Weakness should be forgiven too, I mean we all are humans on this earth, and even for strict christians they sometimes doubt god, even the scholars of the church, I'm sure the islams who did sept. 11 questioned their motives as to why they were doing what they were just for a second, but still fulfilled their promise anyways. Everyone has doubt. Its what makes your faith in whatever your doing stronger. Now the other question in this is will the people your with forgive you for your doubt? If thy truly are worthy of your devotion they will forgive because they care so much.

I know its starting to sound fluffy with all this care, peace and love. but these days we too quickly dismiss these fluffy things and are really fast to be like "oh i hate you". I know cuz i do it a lot. I am not perfect and some might think im a hypocrit because i dont exactly act how i talk. but i try. the point is trying. trying to make things better. trying to improve upon the life that you've been dealt. everything can change in the blink of an eye, something needs to cause it though. not everyone will win the life lottery and magically have their problems solved. you have to work at it sometimes. if you work at it and fail then you have the ability to say "yes i hate this" at the same time though, if your truly devoted then you will do whatever you possibly can so you'll never go back on your words and say that.

Suicide. Is not worth it. being sad. is okay. Emotions are good. What makes us human is the feeling aspect others hide it better but its how we are too. men consider bonding as doing stuff together, not discussing. where as women consider hours of talking, not doing stuff is good bonding. It's these type of things that cause rifts in our relationships i love how many people who are really young say they give up on the opposite sex just because they expect the other sex to automatically understand or guess at everything the other is thinking. yeah right. this is a rarity. I dont claim to understand even my own sex, girls are one thing guys are another... but its not so simple all the time when each sex displays aspects of the other sex. some peopl are simpler than others and thast how it is its how we comprehend or accept things that makes our reality our thoughts.

People have hit trees before. Your not the first person to ever hit a tree on the hardest bike trail ever. It hurts and sometimes is fun and pleasurable but everyone does the same things and its all in this stupid learning process. At the top of the mountain you hit your first bush and thought "man, i should have jumped it." later on you realize your mistake and decide when taht next bush comes *jump* "Yess I MADE IT" thats the point. Things happen to everyone. Someone has to face their problems head on like our friend the biker who got down the moutnain okay with a few minor breaks and tears hear and there. What we say today is nothing new at all. To talk about this stuff is in no way uncool at all either. which is why we have the ability to think is it not? If you survive you win i guess.

Time also cuases things to go ary and heals. It goes back to what you do to affect the time n stuff. if somethings wrong give it time, time is not on our sides its the figurative human imagination that thinks its out to get it. on this bike course, there is no time, because your not really racing, your just riding with your friends. people will do what they wish unless you grab another handlebars or hold their waste and attach yourself to them will something happen if you crash.. cuz they will too! the words like "i promise" and "ill wait" and "i love you" they mean nothing unless you are flying down the hill with only one person... by grabbing other handle bars other than that person your just causing one big ass wreck. I realized looking at my wound i obtained from my little forest hike yesterday, it has already healed, you can make those big ass wrecks and get all scratched up but its possible that jsut the next day alone can heal a majority of the gushing bloody wound from the day before. (bandaids and antiseptic help too!)

Now, listen bitches, I took time to type all of this out, you guys better listen and question like buddhists and liberal christians alike promote people to do. I might have more to add later, I thought of all this stuff in writing my little "my philosophy on life" paper. I was rather proud of everything i wrote. Listen up, take suggestion and consideration, I dont believe in forcing my ideas on anyone. I just want people to listen and then think. i hope taht somewhere in those peoples shallow hearts they can find something, even if they use my points against my ideas. if that makes any sense... if anything that i wrote make sense... yeah I'd like to thank the people in my life, I could not live without you and the few people I value more than others *bow*

Remember all these points, how do you want to cross the finish line from this bike race? P.S. watch out for the wild hungry grizzly bears
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wow [May. 10th, 2005|07:19 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |Love is... Day by Day - S.E.S.]

wow what a good day... prolly cuz it was uneventful and oddly fast. i know i needa start studying for that little bio test... but ya know how it is. i cant type much on these things anymoe bcause although a lot is worth a mention im too damn lazy and its too damn nice outside to type it here.
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EVERYONE MUST PARTICIPATE IN THIS!!!! [May. 8th, 2005|10:24 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]

DO ITTTTTTTTT

BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION

name:

age:

birthday:

eyes:

Why would you want to be my boyfriend/girlfriend?:

What do you look for in a girl?:

What are your hobbies?:

Favorite bands?:

Smoke/Drink? if so, what?:

Would you go hang out with a bunch of girls I didn't know?:

Would you tell another girl she was hot while you were with me/trying to get with me?:

Are you spontaneous or you like to plan stuff?:

Would you rather stay in or go out?:

If we are arguing do you yell or keep your cool?:

Where are you 10 years from now?:

If we were alone in a room what would you do?:

If I was being a mean asshole, what would you do?:

Would you ever hit me?:

Do you want kids and how many?:

Would you ever cheat on me?:

Would you ever lie to me?:

Would you leave me for something stupid?:

Would you ever come to visit me?:

Would you spoil me?:

If I asked you how, I looked in an outfit, and I looked horrible, would you tell me?:

If I was sick, what would you do?:

Would you blow off a date with me, to go out with your friends?:

If I disappeared, what would you do?:

If I were to get fat, would you still like me?:

Do you think I'm pretty, hot, cute, or ugly?:

If I were in a bad mood, and I told you to go away, would you?:
Do you play an instrument?

Do you like to draw/paint/other art stuff?


Do you take photos a lot?

Do you like to be alone sometimes?

Are you cool? If so, why are you cool?


What do you feel is the most important part of a relationship?


Why should I pick you?

Why would you make a great boyfriend/girlfriend?

What do you like best about me?

How would you make me laugh?

How happy do you think you'd make me?

How many relationships have you had?

What's the least important thing in a relationship?


if we started cuddling & stuff, you would.....:

if i called you at 3 am & wanted to hang out because i was feeling loney, you would....:

it's my birthday. i want a present. you would......:

how would you show me that you really like me, in person....:
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awesome weekend [May. 8th, 2005|09:55 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |Here's to the Night - Eve 6]

awesome weekend... even for wrecking my moms car... im tired because of the after party party 0.o 14 people in a 7 person hottub? YEAH I THINK SO and not to mention the interesting "hook ups" chris n emily... allannah and dave ( i count it cuz he let you sleep with him then anyways) .... ashely and ben .... interesting combinations if i do say so myself. had an exquisite time even if i only really got 3 rounds of halo in and sparkled everyone around me. and also playing set at 3 am. i had good hair a good dress good body good date good company the food sucked but as can be expected. and the room was kinda small.... could have been better but it was good enough i suppose. more later if i get around to it. great day today too =) even tho i slept through most of it... sorta >.> <.
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Mr. Brightside [May. 3rd, 2005|09:03 am]
[Current Mood | ACHOOOOOOOO]
[Current Music |what do you think?]

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss,
It was only a kiss.

Now I'm falling asleep,
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke,
And she's taking a drag

Then they go into bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head,
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
I just can't look,
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy - turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cos I'm Mr. Brightside
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lets talk about being sick [May. 3rd, 2005|04:45 am]
[Current Mood | sucking sick ACHOOOO]
[Current Music |4:00 AM - LUNA SEA]

I feel really really really sick right now. Mentally and physically.. It probably doesnt help that I'm trying to study while being in this deathly state of illness. I can't help it if life has to go on outside of me being sick, studying must be done. Of course if I could breath everything would be 100 x better by far. Today I can get up and walk around at least, yesterday i couldnt without getting dizzy and tired. I just need to talk to someone from this world 0.o I have by far watched too much ER and Maury by now. Amen to the dying drama which will hopefully be gone by this weekend, elsewise we are all going to be under one roof for the evening... which could be a very VERY bad thing, did I say it could be bad? I mean REALLY REALLY SUPERFULOUSLY BAD. I can see so much shit breaking out I might just decide that we'll just go back to my house instead of going to the "after party". Or ill make an appearence but not stay the night. there. solved. BLAH. BTW for all that wonder this shit has been the stem of all my evil cynical talk for the past 2 weeks ROAR!!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|10:41 pm]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |1979 - Smashing Pumpkinds]

what a night!!!!! write later
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BLASJFJIWEANOVCLKSD [Apr. 28th, 2005|06:58 am]
[Current Mood | AKJ:LVEWKJLKFLJASW!]
[Current Music |Tender Heart - Kit Chan]

lets float... and talk on the fone... play cheesy basketball games... and sleep... something i will never do... have to go to gettysburg today... ewwwwww. leave me some love guys!!! pray for the day to be better than last and the first lol he he cya!

Psst. SEX!
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As far as I've come, sometimes it seems that I find something familiar. [Apr. 27th, 2005|06:57 am]
[Current Mood | hopeful]
[Current Music |If Love was Calculated - Jacky Cheung]

todays better with an aroma that is familiar, oh now i remember this is where things fell apart before. I hope they dont.

Leo: (the first 5 star day since 2 weeks ago)

Others might confuse you, but at the same time, they also inspire you. Learn to be creative in your relationships by walking in another's shoes. Sometimes you don't see the whole picture. Add that touch of lightness. Tonight: No. 1 priority: have fun!

hmmm... about that tonight have fun! I'm almost dead tired already and i just woke up lol. by fun they mean sleeping but of course!!! he he today should be better than yesterday too. yesterday was okay just a lot of really awkward stuff came up that made the mood shift from YAY! to damn! and i got to run the 4x1 relay which I <3 now and i hope ill be able to do it again at least one time this season. I swear I went faster on that then my 100 m dash. oh well.. i was too dead to complete the 300 hurdles with satisfactory... i gave up when i hit my ankle and got like a 59 s. alright now breakfast and the rest of my day.
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Rachel [Apr. 26th, 2005|06:42 am]
[Current Mood | cranky]
[Current Music |Brand New Day- Sting]

so lets talk about rachel.... shes such a bitch. i hate her more than life itself... of course shes one of my best friends... but who cares? she steals all the attention desimates every guy by herself.... hmmm i also just realized rachel didnt want to go for icecream until a particular person was going. yeah. lets see... then theres the jacket the car and the poor ashley in the back.... Monty is a dick for treating ashley that way... I'm just mad because everyone called me stupid because of Monty and Doors.... when Rachels around Ashley and I are 5th class citezens. I sat with vallet and dave and sylvian but honestly.... i got stuff thrown at me... then there was that little napkin thing...............

IM NEVER INVITING PEOPLE OUT TO ICE CREAM AGAIN. I INVITED THEM DAMNIT WTF?!?!?!

Now give three cheers and drink up, its a brand new day and here we go again.
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I fall asleep with my friends around me.only place I know, I feel safe. I guess I'll call this home [Apr. 16th, 2005|07:02 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show]

Last night was awesome!!! Joe Vikki Chris Allannah Sam Gates and Kyle and myself went to rocky horror picture show midnight showing together and it ROCKED. and we went in drag.... but ya know if you really want to see it... I hae no clue how to post pictures on here when i have them hosted... someone wanna try and help me? he he well i have it on my personal site---> http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/fayewingjck/detail?.dir=2f54&.dnm=8cab.jpg&.src=ph
then vikki got sick and had to go home... that left the 6 of us to cram into Chris's tiny widdle honda... thank god sam is skinny or else we wouldnt ahve been able to close the door. Mr. Cripple.. i mean kyle was in the front talking about how much beautiful leg room he had while i was touching allannahs butt and sam basically sitting on her lap and me get extra close with gates 0.o It was good fun, we saw Kahlem there and he did a lovers scene with one of his friends... it was interesting... and there were strippers and todd snovel and Math Teach Shirk.... 0.o freaky she took a picture f all of us too... i hope that this doesnt get back to us somehow.... lol there wasnt as many people dressed up as I had hoped there were =/ disappointing

then prequel to last night I went cafe hoppin with gates, parker, dustin, and butch.. I mean dave. Kyle Chris Barry and Nate were at the perk but for reasons beyond our control we got food and left the perk. And went and played imaginiff @ BLue Moon, my new favorite hot cocoa and living room. it twas great fun because i had sooo much coffee i was so awake.

yeah then this morning I had to do my national honor society's community service project at 7.... yeah.... i was not awake seeing as how i went to bed at like 4:30 because I couldnt sleep after the massive ammounts of mocca latte that I had he he. then Jess n I went out for breakfast at Main Street and saw ian there... ian is always funny. wow.... such a buzzing social life this weekend. this is unreal.

On a school note... I know all of the muscles in the human body, I also know all of the bones too. Bio sucks. but somehow even tho i should have had an 88 i had a 93 on it last semester... weird right? yeah i think she likes me 0=) even tho... she gave away my jacket and i had to go find it from the person who stole it. yeah. hmmmm if thers anything else ill update
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alright [Apr. 14th, 2005|06:53 am]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |Still have Mr. Brightside Stuck in my head]

Alright, nothing has been happening, nor have I had the time to type anything. Things are oddly good ven though I have a feeling today something is going to come down and ruin that perfect structure. ... Yes I did back into someone already and owed like 730 so i just got the car back.... In my dream tho my mother ruined my 30,000 dollar car 0.o This friday my friends and I are going to a midnight showing of Rocky Horror Picture Show I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!! We're all dressing up n junk too so its gonna own. not much else. oh yeah staying up til like 11 doing a paper then not being able to fall asleep til 1.... not good when i had to do track time trials the next day. I hate track. the people are douche bags. i meant yeah.... oh yeah other thing looking forward to is Sunday at the Symphony with Allannah since I virtually never see her during the week which is nice and happy =D Prom is soon.... thats about it.... i have a gorgeous dress and i love my shoes =P so much drama tho my fuckin god 0.o in other news PSU Harrisburg Campus is not requiring everyone to pass through medal detectors in each building after someone evidently brought a deer hunting knife to class for no reason. 0.o yeah... you know who set off that alarm *cough*
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ARGHGHGHGGHGHGHGHGH [Apr. 12th, 2005|07:04 am]
[Current Mood | BLAH!!!]
[Current Music |Young and Aspiring - Underoath]

Lets talk about my streak of bad luck. hmmmm i feel stupid... i have writers block and ive been trying for two weeks coming up witha topic... many papers i have started without anything to finish them.... and also the school test thing... yah i feel stupid "dear school, id like to attend you" .... ARRRRRRR and not to mention my awful luck these days such as it seems that i just cant float tanymore... i have to struggle to stay in the curreent.... whyyyyyy? argh and i have to run now..... why? because i like to swim.... and i lost my swimmers suit so now im wearing a revealing 2 piece...... ARGH THIS IS GONNA BE FUN

=/ stupid stupid stupid

I miss my weekend <3
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